Went through a really tough time a few months ago and I ended up writing some pretty dark stuff. After reading through what I actually wrote a couple weeks ago, I was fascinated by it. I totally didn't even realize the story I wrote in the second poem/rap.

I am the raw force of ten thousand impure thoughts of unlawful abortion,
Only the poor fortune of a small portion will cause the misconception of my words of caution,
Causing their minds to think that the red lights of warning,
Means that they can stand the heat of the fighting and warring,
But I'll leave their voices hoarse as they scream during the scorching,
And nothing shall survive the onslaught of my awful course of sick-minded distortion.

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Despite my age, I've walked down the six paths of the hermit sage,
Searching for the beast, lurking in the darkest of caves,
Prepared to enslave the monster with these bars as a cage,
And now I have changed, finally attained the flame,
I am the all-consuming, unrelenting Fire of Rage.

So listen while I'm speaking, 'Cause I won't be repeating,
I'll immolate your body even if you lie sleeping,
And you won't endure the purgatory flames of my reaping,
Nobody saw this holocaust coming as if I was creeping,
But I just let the anger deepen,
Allowed it to reside inside while I tried to hide my true feelings of rage, I'm seething,
Until finally I confronted the beast and decided to unleash him.

And now all shall bow to the true strength of my power,
You won't ignore the blood and the gore that I shower,
I'll leave you scared and alone in the darkest part of the last hour,
And laugh darkly as I rip out your heart, whilst you cower.

Resistance is futile, you don't have it in you,
I'll burn off your skin then feast on muscle and sinew,
Courage, it's the same stupid trait within fools,
Just ask one from before and you'll see what he's been through,
But, oh wait, it's too late, he's already dead,
I've incinerated his body, taken my trophy; his head,
You can see his gaze of dread as it hangs above my bed,
Streaks run down his face but these are tears of red.